I love to see her from back and that’s why I took this picture.

Today had lunch with her. I fetched her to settle her stuff and we had lunch together. I look at her in short distance and I can see her face clearly. It is smooth and soft. I really have the intention to touch her face.

I think most of the men have their imagination of thinking other women in their mind. Do you?

I believe men are greedy. They will always dream of being good with other girls. Some will have thought this in their mind, but some will do it in real life. Are they both classifying as not good men?

I guess I belong to type one, always think in my mind. I always think of many of them, especially during bath time. As I had told in my earlier post, I am quite enjoying looking at girls or women. I will find their best part of their body (from top to bottom).
I like to look at one of my Malay colleague. She’s slim but smart on wearing clothes. She knows which clothes help to ‘show off’ her body fixture. Frankly speaking, I like to look at her back, especially the 2nd half of her body.

There is another colleague I like to look at. I like to look at her top part of her body. Her bottom part is not nice, I can say she don’t have body shape, she’s slim but got fixture on her top part of body. I wonder why slim people like to wear lose clothes. Sometimes when I talk to her, I can see her breast with bra. Is it because she want to show off or?

Am I wicked? I think nope, I just enjoy it without crossing the border. Is it most of the men also like that?

“I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you”

I believe many people are familiar with the above sentences. Yes, this is part of the Nobody lyrics.

The song was sung by Korea girls group call Wonder Girls and they are young, pretty and energetic.

This song brings them out of Korea to every corner of the world. Later stage, there are many version of this song. We can find English and mandarin version of this song.

What make the song so popular? From my point of view, the reason behind it is the lyrics. The lyric is easy to sing and remember, and of course the dance. Especially this part “I want nobody nobody but you”, they finger point to us with a leg up. If you are not sure what I mean, then please watch the MV below.

They are five of them, so who is your favorite and who is the most prettiest in your mind?

Is she pretty? You may wonder who this pretty girl is. She is Malaysian. She is DJ from OneFM, you may familiar with the name of Jane and her full name is Ng Meng Hui.

She was awarded the Best Newcomer in 4th Asian Film Awards. A 26 years old girl acted as a 16 years old school girl.

The movie she acted is “At the End of Daybreak”. This movie also help Wai Ying-Hung won the Best Supporting Actress. Two awards from one Malaysia movie.

This movie will officially show in Malaysia on 1st of April. According to the movie directory, this movie will only show 1 week. So watch this movie to give support to our Best Newcomer, Ng Meng Hui.

Yesterday my company has a day of team building to Taman Pertanian Shah Alam. Team building means have to play some group games.

We played few games, but there is a game I want to talk here, it is spider web game.

I believe everyone know how the spider web game work. Basically the spider web was created by rope and the will be few holes, is about 10-13 holes in a spider web.

My team has 8 person, 2 guys and 6 girls. Both guys is about 170-180lbs, do you think is heaver?

4 out of 6 girls are in tiny size, 1 is standard size and 1 is about 150-160lbs.

They came out this strategy, let the guys go over first, then the smallest size girl will be the last person to move over and must reserve the bottom hole for her. I am the second person to move over, they (6 girls) carry me to the top most hole but unfortunately they forgot I am 180lbs, I am the heaviest. Since this couldn’t work then I have to use the bottom hole, they just need to carry my leg.

After my turn will be the girls turn. Frankly speaking, I think this game is not suitable for girls or maybe I’m dirty minded. During this game, I accidentally touch my colleague breast, is soft and that’s make me think that is breast so I quickly moved my hand away. I’m sorry about that, but this is game, sometimes is very difficult to avoid.

At last we finished this game with the fastest time against the other 3 teams.

Good game.

What if I walk back my old road, will anyone help me?

I am worrying now because I on thinking whether I can stop it, whether I can stop gambling or not. I did stop for 3 months and recently I gamble back. And now I owe people 2k. I wonder this money can be pay in monthly installment, because I don’t want to borrow money from Along, I don’t want to walk back my old road, this is a dead end road, If I take this road, I will definitely kill myself.

No matter what I must stop this and really plan my future, not only my future is my whole family future. OK, I will stop for everything and concentrate on my work plus my part time. Not many time left for me, I must grab the remaining time to do all I must do for my family. Good luck to me.

Today I received an email from Entrecard, below is the message.

Your account ‘Feeling 4 Hard’ on entrecard.com has been deleted. The administrator gave the following reason: No redirects: Sites that use a redirect (such as tinyurl links) as the URL on their account will be deleted Please contact deleted@entrecard.com if you have any questions regarding this action.

I am lost and don’t really get what they mean. I will write to them and get more details about it.

It is so boring to stay at home alone, so I decided to get a pet.

Finally I got 2 turtles for Carmen and 2 for me as well. Both of us taking care 2 turtles and see whose turtle growing up faster.

Our turtles call red-eared slider. Below are the pictures of a red-eared slider.

Mum told me Carmen don’t scare of it, she dared to pick up the turtle from the plastic aquarium. I think she don’t know turtle can bite her hand. She catch them and put on the floor, let them race to each others.

Before getting this, actually she already told me she want fish, but I think turtle is much easy for her to taking care.

I received a Happy Belated Birthday cake and flowers from Singapore colleagues.

Frankly speaking, this is my first time received flowers. Normally I am the one who send out the flowers, so I am a bit nervous when picking it from receptionist.

When I picking it from receptionist, my boss was sitting there reading paper and his eye was staring my cake.

It was a blueberry cake. I didn’t share it with them because they are nothing worth for me to share with them. I want to give Carmen eat. Carmen sang birthday song to me and she said she want birthday cake and candles.

I sent message to dear and said I will send the cake to her office and need her to bring back for Carmen.

This was my first birthday without anyone. I celebrated it myself with better dinner meal. So sad.

Pretty or not? For me she is quite pretty, and I had noticed her from last year TVB drama. Her anme is Macy Chan.

You can get more information about her by click this link