I spoilt my life
Today I spoilt my life, my marriage life, my family life. I borrowed money from loan sharks, is 22 loan sharks, total outstanding amount due is RM40, 000. This is not the first time, but I still borrowed from them. Everything keeps inside my heart, don’t want to share out, causing this problem. If last time I told them I still have debts with bank on gold, I wouldn’t end up like this. Everything is my fault, my selfish, my face problem.
This round my siblings helps me to settle the debts but with one requirement which is I have to move out the house on 2 days after today. My mum has to move out with me. My wife brings my daughter away. I have to stay with my mum in future, I can’t see my daughter any more, all these are causes by me, I didn’t appreciate it, I deserve it. I am not worry about myself, but I am worry about my mum, she already 60 years old and now no house for her to stay, I am really a useless son. Everything is too late, mum ,sorry, Carmen, sorry, dear, sorry and everyone who helps me on last round, I’m here say sorry to you all, I still bring trouble to you all. I am really from hero to zero, from own a house, own a car, have RM100K in bank turn to zero and event worst, negative property and owe bank a lot of money. When I can come out from this situation? When can I see the sun light? I am really miserable now. I can’t see my future, I have no one to talk with, my friends all scare me because most of them had borrowed money to me and I have not paid them back.
For everyone, this is what I deserve after borrowed money from loan sharks, so don’t follow my step.
