Worry
I went to see doctor today. I told him the problems I facing recently. I told him I can’t sleep, is not can’t sleep but is can’t sleep for long. For e.g. I sleep at 11pm and automatically wake up around 2am-4am, then either sleep back or not, but most of the time is can’t sleep back. Then I told him my shit got blood. I told him I did experienced that before, but last time my backside will feel pain but this round I didn’t feel any pain, that’s why I come to see you. The doctor straight replied “see specialist”. He gave me the doctor name and asks me to make appointment, then he prepares the letter for me to give to the doctor.
He told me he will not give me any medicine, he want me to find out what is going wrong in body with the doctor, the sleepless is not a big issue. Before I walked out from the door, I asked him what will be the worst case. He said “can’t tell you, better see the doctor first, everything will be clear after seeing the doctor”.
I thought of making the appointment tomorrow, but unfortunately the doctor is on leave tomorrow but will be back on next day after tomorrow. So I just make an appointment on 2 days later. Hopefully nothing goes wrong. I can tell you how I feel now, worry.
