I received a Happy Belated Birthday cake and flowers from Singapore colleagues.

Frankly speaking, this is my first time received flowers. Normally I am the one who send out the flowers, so I am a bit nervous when picking it from receptionist.

When I picking it from receptionist, my boss was sitting there reading paper and his eye was staring my cake.

It was a blueberry cake. I didn’t share it with them because they are nothing worth for me to share with them. I want to give Carmen eat. Carmen sang birthday song to me and she said she want birthday cake and candles.

I sent message to dear and said I will send the cake to her office and need her to bring back for Carmen.

This was my first birthday without anyone. I celebrated it myself with better dinner meal. So sad.

Pretty or not? For me she is quite pretty, and I had noticed her from last year TVB drama. Her anme is Macy Chan.

You can get more information about her by click this link

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Surrogate, this movie is about human replacement. You are mentally controlling the robot at home. You won’t get hurt even the robot got injured except for the chip explosion. So you won’t see many real people walk on the street except for robot restricted area.

The initial intention for this invention is for disable people to have normal living life. They can control the robot by their brain.

Imagings that you only show your real face when you are at home and show fake face to people on the street. Do you like this life? Do you like to communicate with robot and not human? So you might have sex with robot (possible?).

Have you ever think of migrating to other country? What are the facts that causing you making such decision? Is the weather part of your concern?

Do you prefer the weather in Arizona? Or you prefer weather in Asia?

There are pros and cons between both regions. For me, I might think of living in Arizona will have many types of clothes because of the seasons, but living in Asia will not have such issue. I realize that during winter or spring seasons, Asian like to travel to Arizona but when summer season they prefer travel to Asian country.

What about the landscape? For e.g. landscape design in Scottsdale AZ might be different from other states. Weather is one of the facts that causing the landscape vary from places. But weather is becoming warmer because of human, we make our life better but in the other way making the world sick, so we must love our world, recycle is one of the facts of saving the world, agree?

13th October is my ex-girl friend birthday. I am 14th and she is 13th, both of us are born in the same year, just one day different.

She was the ex-gf and the only ex-gf I have so far. She’s from East Malaysia and I did mention her on my earlier posts, my cyber lover that becomes real lover in reality, but because of certain thing we can’t be together.

Frankly speaking, that time I was really happy with her, even we only can chat in MIRC, and then slowly through phone and this make me nearly broke.

I love her last time, but now I am not sure I’m still love her or hate or I don’t have feeling. I think I can only figure it out when she stand in front of me. I can’t tell myself how I think about her, but now there are only 3 girls/women that in my mind, my mum, my wife and my daughter.

I miss them.

Friend called me last night but I already sleep and he wrote a message to me “Please call, urgent”. I slept from 7pm and woke up at 10:30pm. His message sent 15 minutes ago. I called him and asked what is so urgent? He asked me to come out for snooker. I thought there is some urgent thing happen, but is just to play snooker, *faint*.

I told him “No Money, tired, want to sleep”, find some excuse to ignore him. I had done a calculation for past few months. I had spent more than RM300 per month for snooker. Spend too much on this. I think I have to control. Almost played 3-4 times per week and every time played until midnight 2am-3am, then 1 hour supper, back home about 3am-4am, sleep 3-4 hours then go to office with tired face.

I must change my life!

My team in Malaysia consists of 3 people and 1 boss. I noticed that I am the odd one. Why I said so? This is because all them have increment letter or salary increase letter but I got nothing, even the new comer also got salary increase. Is it because I got warning letter and I am not entitle for any increment?

I am really sad about this. I miss the opportunity of salary increase, I really hate myself. I feel the world is nothing much for me except my family members. I’m lost, I have no idea what is my future direction is. I need someone to guide me, talk to me, tell me what I should do in future, I really need to talk to someone, I’m going to burst myself, keep everything in heart. I think later I will become psycho.

Lonely when the festival season comes. I saw people celebrate with their family, their partner while I have to celebrate it with no one. Where are all my friends? I don’t dare to find them because I still owe them. I think sooner or later I will become the true lone ranger.

There is no place for me to go? How can I get more income? Money make someone rich and money making someone headache. Is it really true that human must survive in this world, they must have money?

Happy Moon Cake Festival!