What if I….
What if I walk back my old road, will anyone help me?
I am worrying now because I on thinking whether I can stop it, whether I can stop gambling or not. I did stop for 3 months and recently I gamble back. And now I owe people 2k. I wonder this money can be pay in monthly installment, because I don’t want to borrow money from Along, I don’t want to walk back my old road, this is a dead end road, If I take this road, I will definitely kill myself.
No matter what I must stop this and really plan my future, not only my future is my whole family future. OK, I will stop for everything and concentrate on my work plus my part time. Not many time left for me, I must grab the remaining time to do all I must do for my family. Good luck to me.


